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On creating yourself #FridayReflections

Have you found yourself yet?

For a long time, I have been sceptical about people who ‘find themselves’. I didn’t bother to read Elizabeth Gilbert’s Eat, Pray, Love because it seemed to be about a woman ‘finding herself’ in India or Thailand. On a side note, what I find amusing is how most people from the western world ‘find themselves’ in developing countries. In that case, I’ve never needed to find myself having been born there and lived there for over a decade.

I’ve never understood the need to find oneself. How do you even do it? What is it even about? Is it one of those #FirstWorldProblem things we keep jabbering on about? Do you only find yourself if you quit your job without a backup plan? Or if you travel and that too, preferably to developing countries? What if you didn’t do either? Would that mean you’d forever be lost?

I ask this seriously because through the last twelve months, I felt like I lost myself. My old self, that is. Depression made me someone I no longer recognised. And sure, I did want to go back to being that self again but honestly, after the emotional blows I endured, I don’t think I ever will go back to exactly that self. I don’t think I’ll find that self again. I’m wiser, older and more vulnerable.

On the other hand, the idea of creating myself appeals to me.

I can continue to create myself in spite of all the falls. I can learn to trust again — that’s creating myself. I can put my wellbeing first and  make decisions — that’s creating myself. I can get out of my comfort zone and make a coastal change I’ve been dreaming of — that’s creating myself.

With every experience, every fall, ever high-five, I will learn something new. Something that forms a part of my personality. That leaves battle-scars and signs of hard work. Through all this, I will be creating myself. I’ll learn what annoys me, what makes me anxious, what breaks my heart and use different ways to manage these emotions. Once again, I’ll be creating myself.

Next year, I won’t be who I am now, and hopefully, the year after, I won’t be who I am tomorrow. I’ll be living, breathing and more importantly, growing. At least, that’s what I hope. And in this process of growing, I don’t think I’ll ever find myself. But I certainly will be creating myself.

Finding oneself has a finality to it. But creating oneself? That’s a lifelong journey. 

Are you looking to find yourself or do you think life is about creating yourself?

Do share! 

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Prompts for this week:

1. Write a story or poem that begins with a character throwing a coin into a fountain

2. Write about something you’ve heard or read from an authority figure/organisation that you don’t agree with. Attempt a persuasive essay to convince us of another view.

3. Phobias: Have you got any? Share one of the quirkiest

4. “Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.” – George Bernard Shaw. Use this quote in your post or as an inspiration

5. Picture Prompt (via http://everydaygyaan.com)

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We are in the process of deciding who the featured writer for last week is. In the mean time though, if you want to be in the running to be our next featured writer, make sure you write a post on one of the prompts and link up! 

Until next time,

Cheers!!!

 

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    Vishal Bheeroo
    September 9, 2016 at 12:39 am

    Agree with your thought on the quest in the journey of not only knowing and finding myself. I did face depression and lull where I couldn’t recognize myself till one day I decided to reclaim me. I still don’t me as a soul and trying to explore that one as a human being. Slowly, I am trying!

    Beautiful reflection!
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    Ness
    September 9, 2016 at 12:22 pm

    The expression ‘finding yourself’ can sound so pretentious and self-indulgent. But I love what you say about creating yourself. Meanwhile certain things just happen in life that you have no control over and they often help to shape your character as well.
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    Sunaina Bhatia
    September 10, 2016 at 8:48 pm

    Finding oneself doesn’t come easy…..When you are creating yourself, in a way, you are finding yourself, I feel. The two go together….The fight, the struggle, the creation, the calm, the anxiety – can they be separate from each other? I don’t think so. But finding oneself ins’t a momentary thing either….just like creating…It is an ongoing process…..You create, and you find a wee bit more of you……
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    Rowena
    September 11, 2016 at 7:49 pm

    Very interesting reading your post and the comments which follow. My gut response is that I don’t like the idea of creating yourself and that this seems potentially fake, put on, an addition. That said, it could also be a choice. I you choose to be this , rather than that is that real? Can it become part of who we are? Isn’t it better to spread our wings and expand our ideas about who we are than cut them off? However, what if the pruning process enables us to find who we really are. Not the person trying to fit in places e don’t really belong. The person without airs and graces? This is also what happens when you go through serious adversity and you have so much stripped away and when all you have left is the contents of your heart and your mind, you know what matters. What you can be bothered with and what belongs to someone else. This shouldn’t be a self-indulgent process but part of growing up, maturing just like a seed growing into a tree but you want a tree which bears fruit. Gives back.
    I had a few issues with Eat Pray Love because I couldn’t travel at the time and was a Mum with a 5 year old and a 3 year old but it did have some good points. Not sure it warranted its sales figures though.
    xx Rowena
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    Paula, The Geeky Shopaholic
    September 17, 2016 at 11:37 pm

    “Finding oneself has a finality to it. But creating oneself? That’s a lifelong journey. ” – Oh I love this! It’s a wonderful way to look at life!
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